Almost Goodbye

As I'm typing this, Chester's new band, Dead By Sunrise is blasting from my earphones.

Music wise, it is definitely a departure from Linkin Park. Lyrically, the topics are about the same, but the difference in music just give the lyrics a whole new dimension. I like the honesty and simplicity in the music. I've always loved bands or musicians that have honest music, which or course is among my reasons for my absolute distaste for almost anything that I hear on mainstream radio these days. They're just not honest. They're just amazing at being extravagant pieces of lying rubbish.

I believe that honesty is an important quality in almost anything we do. Anything I do in fact. Which is why I no longer find it pleasurable to write my thoughts here. Try as hard as I may, its just almost impossible to be honest about what I really think and feel.

What I need is a world where I can be completely honest about everything. Where I can say and do the things I want to do without having to worry about anything or anyone.

Thing is, this place is no longer it. It hasn't been for quite some time, and now that now, more than in a long time, writing my thoughts down is exactly what I need to clear all the built up clutter in my head.

I want to wish this place goodbye.

But not just yet.

Outside My Window