Sunday, July 6, 2008

Pisdiates!!

Another hot sunday afternoon and I've got absolutely nothing to do. Well, I think I may have something on, supposed to buy someone a drink but I have no idea where that someone is...Baka, where are you la?

But anyways, while I wait for Baka, I think I'll just drop a quick one in. Last night was absolutely great. Jon's surprise party was pretty amazing. It went really smooth. All of us had loads of fun especially with Chai who as usual was all over the place with his humor, teaching everybody some good Russian and Tamil words. "Pisdiates!!"

I'm very, very tired now.

Anyways, Baka just messaged. I've got to start getting ready now. Bye!

Thursday, July 3, 2008

The Bird Has Landed!!

Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, people of all ages,
It gives me great pleasure to introduce to you the Best Malaysian In The World
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Chatichai Chong Jian Wei!!!!

Yeah, the dude finally returned from Moscow for a semester break!
It was really good to see him again. He hadn't changed one bit. He is every bit as Chai as he was back then. But of course, there were a few physical changes such as the hair and a few new habits but apart from that, it was 100% Chai.

So...when will we get the BBQ?

Unfair

Maybe I am being a little unfair.
Can we start all over again?
I want a clean slate.
No past, no present, no future.
Just one clean beginning.
Let us rediscover the magic.
The magic that brought us together.
This I can't live without.

No, I won't go down without a fight!

Say Goodbye



Bye Sam, the best jazz drummer I've ever met!! Hope you have fun in Aussie!

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Times Like These

Its times like these you learn to love again,
Its times like these you learn to live again,
Its times like these time and time again.

Whatever happened? What didn't I do?

When Wings Take To The Air

Tonight we're in our element. Where our passions meet and our inspirations soar to the sky. I may have seen the shine in your eyes everytime I spoke about it but now I will see what you will be like when we come face to face with the real thing.

My arms can no longer keep still. Like the wings of a bird, they want to fly. But with the ever present hesitation, I doubt that they will fly more than they ever did.

Make it up is what they tell me to do. But how can I proceed when I don't know what to prepare for? Are the sounds at the back of my head correct or are they just a magnification of the devil who wishes me no good like it always has?

I find it hard to believe innocence anymore. There always is a hidden meaning. One you will never know unless you find out. Skill or not? The question is, do I want to find out? Yes, I want to. But what will that mean? So is it better off for me not to know and go on as if nothing happened? The unknown again.

What it this was different?
What if I really did miss my golden boat and everything that comes after this are nothing more than vain attempts to heal a gangrenous wound?

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Coffee and Tea

If imperfection is a part of perfection, why then has it not happened? Hmmm...I wonder...

Anyways, this is the second say of my self imposed holiday and what do I do to have fun? I did Differential Equations. No, don't let the name scare you. It really is very easy. Really. Sara thinks I should have spent my time sleeping but I told her that sleeping more than you need to can deactivate your neurons. And that's the last thing I need right now.

But moving on, I really do need to jump start my little plan that I had locked up in me for sometime. Problem is, waking up before a certain time and sleeping before a certain time really does go against my natural instinct. But hey, I know I've been absent from it for quite some time and it has done me some good damage. So you know what, I shall turn off the computer as soon as I've finished this post, go to sleep (if I can that is) and wake up at 7 am tomorrow morning and do what I should have been doing a long time ago.

With that good night.

p.s. What should I choose? Malacca Coffee or Hazel Coffee?
The answer is, it depends. We can never really be too sure about anything. One day it can go this way and the next day it could ecome something else. I will only answer the question when the time comes.