Lifelong

Some friends you make, you keep for life because they are just too awesome to let go off. You're among them.

Happy Birthday Mary Anne.

Hope

For once, I was able to look into the eyes of another human being, and share the thoughts and feelings I've long kept deep inside. Things that I've always wanted to express, but have often felt alone in doing so. Even the worst of them all, often seemed mild in comparison to ones I've seen. Every word I said, is true to the last bit. And I said it because I know that you are going through the same as I am. The same I hoped that another will never have to experience. You've seen and heard the same as I have, and maybe even more. But most of all, I am glad for what we have turned out to become. Wiser than the ones who have aged before us, a generation who will end up restoring the peace only read about in fairytales. I hope we will be there forever.

I miss you so much right now. I know that it's been long due, but, I really do love you. And I mean it.

And I'm sorry for all the times that we were there, but we never made use of. We were far, we were distant. But now we're different. We're strong.

Thank you.

Day 4

Yesterday...

The flight back to KL.



I had an awesome night. The barbeque at Daniel and Joy's place was amazing. I finally got to have Jack Daniel's and I made the most of it. Ask Shoban =P The rest of them had left the night before, so I stayed over at Daniel's place. What I quite liked about that place is that it was right in the middle of a paddy field, and had the most insane music room I had ever seen. Hung on its walls were loads of guitars and bass guitars, and in one cornner there is an electric piano. And I got to sleep in that room *rock and roll*

The flight back to KL was crappy. I just felt weird. I just wished that the holiday could have lasted longer. It passed by way too quickly for me. I wanted to do more things, and have more fun. But not to worry, more will come.

Day 2

Today...

It was raining so heavily, that we were confined to our room for the better part of the day. We went to Kuah town in the morning to shop for some stuff, but returned after having lunch...or did we? Well, I can't remember if we did, but yes, that is what we did for the first half of the day. Then in the evening, when it wasn't as rainy, we went to the underwater world. Initially, we intended to go for the cable car ride, but the weather didn't permit us to do so. These are some of the animals and fishes we saw.





























Then later on in the night, we went swimming at the beach. The best part was, we had just had a bit to drink, so naturally, we were slightly impeded, if you know what I mean. Plus, a rain storm had developed not far out from the coast, and this caused the waves to be slightly choppier than usual. I had a go first, and before I knew it, the rest were joining me. We had a blast doing it. RThen, when it rained really heavily, all of us returned to our room, soaking wet. But it wasn't over for Kush, Edwin and myself. We went on for another adventure while the rest were taking their bath. But that's a whole story by itself. It was a bloody adventure!! If you want to know, ask me, and me only!

Day 1

Technically speaking, day 2, because I arrived the night before.

Today...













Happy 21st Birthday Jon Woo. My awesome friend for 6 awesome years, and for many more to come!! I hope you had fun!!

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday, my favoritr rock/country star =P
Keep on driving that good ol' tank of yours!
And keep on rocking till the end of days \m/

Last night was fun. It was great seeing the old bunch again. Just like in the days.

Now it's off to Langkawi.

Verdict

I need what H.G Wells so skilfully dreamed up in one of his works. It only need it for a while. ... is all I ask for. But too bad, no one has managed to make it yet. So, I'm not going to get what I need. Which is why, I need to keep reminding myself, "If you're going to behave like you're walking in the shoes of a fucking idiot, remember, no one has made it yet." There is no such thing big red button. Because if there were, I wouldn't be writing this in the first place. Too bad, some things are beyond me, and seem to escape me everytime I learn it.

Everybody is a fucking human. Humans have brains. Brains where they produce thoughts, feelings and opinions. Not just me alone. But right now, I wouldn't be surprised if there is nothing up there. Wait, there isn't.

I'm my worst critic. Hard as I hit out at others, nothing compares to putting my ownself on trial, in my own court, under my own judge, my own jury, my own executioner and my own prison.

Yes, I'm a jackass and a fucking turd.

I'm sorry if you had to deal with it. Any of you. Won't fucking happen again.

-peace-