Bleed

I walk in search of my pride,
I walk in search of my passion,
I walk in search of my love,
I walk in search of my home,
I walk in search of myself.
But life's harsh reality deals me a bitter blow.
What should I do now?
The road seems like it is about to crack beneath me.
Should I go on, or wait for a while?
Excitement,Decisions,Despair...
Why do they even exist?