What Is This?

Everytime I'm beside you I feel like I need to be chained because before I know it my hands are already around you, gripping you so tight. Everytime the phone rings, I pray that it is you on the other end but as always, my prayers go unanswered. Sometimes I wonder whether it is a curse or a gift to love you the way I do. But all I know is that these are the most beautiful moments of my life.